Old journal entry:
Don't get me wrong, I'm having a great time right now. I'm dating a lot of really fun people and hanging out with great friends. My calendar is overflowing with social engagements and I'm about to head out for a two month adventure in the desert. But, every once in a while, I look at my life too closely and realize that I'm still lonely. In that moment, my friendships and relationships feel a million miles away. They feel complicated and superficial at the same time. My adventures seem like desperate attempts to fill time. With the exception of my best friend, I don't feel like I have any true connections with other people. And I desperately want those connections. I need them.
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